Personal Healer

                                                                                                                 AYE ARZ-E-PAK Hum zinda qaom hain painda qaom hai......!! Is it true? Are we really an alive Nation? Today  we are celebrating 65th  birthday  or Independence day  of Pakistan. It seems that  it  would be an amazing  day  of the history  but  it wouldn't. what  we ll' find reason behind it? Some one will say  that  we are not  satisfied with  our Govt. some would say  that  we don't have enough facilities in it. Few years back  we heard that  every one use to  say  that  what  Pakistan has gave us our elders and older used to  say  that what  you  have given to your country? These question arises every  year but  there was no answer. When I close my  eyes I  can clearly  see that  a few years before when Politics was not affiliated with  our personal lives we feel this freedom with our souls and mind. Now just  after some time we are

       Mood according to the Environment..!   We wake up  daily  on time, before or after. We don't have the same mood, it we can feel when we have our first  glance in the mirror. Yes, but  we don't know what  we are going  to do  today, may  be it would be the same day  as yesterday  or it might  possible we would have another type of  MOOD today. What i am feeling  today, it's quite difficult for me to  share and it  can be very  hard for those who don't  want  to  open up or share anything  to  anyone. Same as I  have a lot of words in my  mind but  i  don't  know how to  speak them or share with  others. May  be from my  birth  i  use to  inhabit in me, it would be the reason that  I  frequently used to  hide my  feeling so  that  no  one can guess my  real face or feelings. But  now I  want  to write what  i  am thinking, what  in my  mind, each  and everything. On the other hand I  am thinking where to  start, it is also  a great  dilemma